September 18th, 2009


I need an off switch


Ever get the feeling that there's so much you could be doing, so much you should be doing, and the pressure you put upon yourself to be doing it is so vast that it hurts, that all you actually end up doing is weeping piteously in a corner?

Ever get the feeling that if you could just change that one thing about yourself, make yourself just a fraction more like everyone else, that it'd all be okay?

Ever get the feeling that you've pushed yourself so far, worked yourself so hard and spread yourself so thin that you're no longer sure it's even you that you see looking back at you in the mirror?

Ever get the feeling that the world's slowly sinking within you and every breath you take, every word you type, is a fruitless, dying action?